Today I had great plans. I was going to make headway on the famed book proposal, but as I sat down at the computer today, my brain just shut off. I couldn’t figure out what to say, how to organize it, or even how to do anything remotely productive. I fucked with some ruby on rails shit, mucked about with an IRC bot, and just pissed the day away. Then, I did something I almost never do: I sat down – during the day – and watched TV.

Now, I just have to figure out a way to get productive, and fast. I have these ideas that are welling out of me for this book, but every time I go to finalize them, I find something else to do. Maybe this is a hint that I have some kind of weird paranoia about it. Or, maybe it is just an indication that I’m increasingly burnt out from end-of-semester work. This is a crazy time.

BTW, I’m sorry. This has to be the weakest most emo blog post ever.